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Girl on bridge, thinking

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Moving forward

Fri Jan 2, 2009, 8:48 PM
New Year (thank the gods) time to find a change of pace.

I have spent all but 4 months of 2008 being jobless, with no luck in finding work (gotta love our enconmy).

I got evicted. not a happy thing. was pretty much homeless there. but found a place for me and my crap for the last 4 months. But I have to move again, and with in the next few weeks here. long story there.......

I fell in love. hard core. totally hard core. he is the light of my life, and my total downfall. for what ever reason, we couldn't keep it together... which is painful as hell. We're friends, and still care about one another... but it is a daily struggle.


And now.... I am trying to move forward in a direction, any direction.

I have been jobless for most of 2008. 2009 hasn't looked promising, but we're only a few days in. And then it his me..... I kinda have a worthless degree here. I want to go back to college, but don't know what to take..... but something other than what I already have as a degree might be useful.

So yesterday I sent for info from 2 of the colleges here, get more information and class listing. I even emailed my mom, to get the info from my old college that I might need (she still goes there) and get some input. My Ex fiance set me up with a scholarship site to try and get me more money towards school.
If I can find a way to get money for college, and get my living expenses covered, I am so set. Of course I won't be able to start till fall... but meh.

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Peter Murphy

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: The Mountains
  • Interests: Suicide Girls, Art, Body Modifacation, Gothic, Renassiance, Costuming, Music, Photography
  • Favourite movie: Donnie Darco, Blade Trinity, Resident Evil (1&2),
  • Favourite band or musician: Cruxshadows/The Last Dance, My Chemical Romance, VNV Nation, Seraphim Shock, Faith and the Muse, APB
  • Favourite genre of music: Darkwave, Dark Techno, Techno, New Wave
  • Favourite poet or writer: William Shakespear, Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Toxic Reux
  • MP3 player of choice: WinAmp, Ipod
  • Wallpaper of choice: Um, none.
  • Favourite game: State of Emergency - PS2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Foamy.
  • Personal Quote: "All love is unrequited"
  • Tools of the Trade: Paint and brushes, camera (any will do), music, absinthe, incense

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:iconkaril:
:thanks: so much for the fav´s !!!

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:iconsebastianude:
Thanks for the faves dear, I appreciate them a lot, :hug: SB.
:icongothicshidre:
your welcome. they have very nice lines:)

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I have PMS and a Cannon,
I suggest you run;)
:iconpixi-black:
Thanks for the :+fav: =)

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:icononanymous:
Thanks for the fave on Nude!

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Almost, but not quite, entirely unlike tea.
:iconsekcman:
thanks for the faves
:icongothicshidre:
your very welcome. I really like the "lines"

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I have PMS and a Cannon,
I suggest you run;)
:iconnova-sephiroth:
thanx a lot for the faves

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my brain is frozen... locked!!!
i have to break free from this culture of mechanical reproductions
and the thick encrustation’s dying on the surface...
:icongothicshidre:
your welcome. I like the artistic lines of the subject matter:)

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I have PMS and a Cannon,
I suggest you run;)

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